“How long wilt thou forget me, O LORD? for ever? how long wilt thou hide thy face from me?”
The Fog
David asks this question directly to God, worth noticing precisely, not asked about God to someone else, but genuinely, honestly asked to him, worth holding as this whole book’s own starting posture, doubt brought directly into prayer, not hidden from the very one it actually concerns.
Notice how long, repeated twice, worth holding as honest, ongoing frustration, not a single, brief moment of doubt but this described, extended waiting, worth recognizing if this same repeated, wearying question has genuinely characterized your own current season of feeling forgotten.
This is worth holding as scripture’s own permission for this exact question, included here, preserved, worth trusting as legitimate prayer, not evidence of insufficient faith, but honest address to God himself, the same posture this whole book will keep returning to across these thirty days.
Whatever forgetting or hiding you have genuinely sensed from God, ask him this today, as directly as David asked it, how long, trusting that this honest question, brought straight to him, is where this whole book, and perhaps your own healing, actually begins.
Walk Through the Fog
- Ask God directly today whatever version of how long currently describes your own waiting.
- Notice whether you have been asking this question about God rather than to him.
- Receive this psalm as scripture’s own permission for honest, direct address, not hidden doubt.
Prayer
Lord, how long wilt thou forget me? How long wilt thou hide thy face from me? I ask this honestly, directly to you, trusting this as legitimate, permitted prayer. Amen.
Carry this today
Honest doubt belongs in prayer, addressed directly to God, not hidden from him.